Heartlines

On Feb 22nd, 2012 I packed up my life and got into a car and left WV for good. I am now in Palo Alto, California... I feel like I have aged 100 years between November 2011 and now. My mother became ill, my parents house caught on fire, fortunately my parents are okay however 3 cats died, a mentor and person who was with me during a difficult time in my life passed on, and a dear friend chose to no longer be apart of my life. Even the security of my old job has even been lost with the new management and people that have influenced my career having been removed. I feel like an orphan and the securities I once had have been removed. In short my life has been chaos and I have no idea how I am continuing on and not breaking down or losing my mind.

Although there has been a lot of pain, there has been blessings. My sister and I have become closer and talk weekly, I have seen a lot of the United States including the Grand Canyon, Las Vegas, and the Pacific Ocean. I am here in California, a harbor of uncertainty for a soul who has been battered like a ship in a hurricane. My sails tattered, but the true structure of my ship is still intact. I feel like I am starting over again, however this time it is 3,000 miles away from everything I have known. I have completed 2 weeks at Stanford Hospital and so far, so good. I actually know that I can do this and I do not feel afraid.

So, I keep having the Tower card pop up in Tarot and tonight when I was trying to put my cards away, it jumped out. So I was initially freaking out about it, now after writing this I understand it. It's not a bad thing, it's a chance to rebuild myself and rediscover who I am.

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